everything hits at once

There are too many things in my life that are about to happen, and they are paralyzing me. It's almost exactly like this blog post:

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html

Technically, I'm not that busy right now. I just work from like 6:30am-7 or 8pm every day. That's pretty standard in med school, especially on a sub-i. But everything that's going to happen in June/July is freaking me out and wearing me down. I should be able to focus on the joy of taking care of babies again, and all I want to do is play on the internet and sleep. Mostly sleep, actually.

June:
-take step 2 CS
-get all my rec letters for meds/peds
-oh btw decide between meds and peds, which i am finding to be friggin difficult
-move out of my house
-say goodbye to bmore peeps
-spend quality time with brandon
-go to vegas
-go to houston, see parents, see grandparents, get cavities filled
-go see the final space shuttle launch??
-take step 2 CK (maybe, maybe in July)

July
-store my car somewhere? i dunno where. anyone need a car for a year? jk.
-go to bethesda for international doris duke orientation
-go to UCSF
-subset of this: MUST FIND PLACE TO LIVE. actually got a bunch of replies today to a craigslist post. should i live with a 35 year soprano with a bunny but no living room, or a family of 3 with a spare room? or in a weirdly ornate house but in a great location? also, why are they all so anal about having overnight visitors? it's not like i'm going to have a bunch of randos all night every night.
-maybe take step 2 CK here if i don't get around to it in June.

FREAK OUT.

unfortunately, i am just worrying about all of those things instead of doing the things i am supposed to be doing, like patient care, studying, cleaning, and packing so that June and July don't implode in my face. yup. wish me luck. and if i haven't called lately, i'm sorry, but i'm probably curled up in a corner somewhere hyperventilating. or sleeping.